Taking a look back at my plans
and goals for 2003, let's see how I did:
Things I Hoped to Accomplish
- Listening to more classical music
- Overall, I did this well. There's a nice classical station here in the
bay area (102.1 KDFC), which I listen to
when I'm not interested in what's on NPR. I also listened to a lot more
material on CDs and in ripped files both at home and at work. As far as getting
to know new material and composers, I only did so-so. Some of the new stuff
I tried, I just didn't like.
Some of it, I
really liked.
I have some leads on new composers/material I'll be trying out in 2004.
- Write another book
- Pretty mediocre progress on this front. I have an outline about 80% done,
and a lot of ideas. But according to my contacts at ORA, the market for both
Perl and Web Services is a little dry these days, and those are the elements
I had in mind (I was planning an advanced volume to go with the first book).
So I'm not sure where this will go, if it does at all.
- Get to know certain people better
- Alas, I don't recall exactly who all I had in mind when I wrote that, but
I have a few ideas. In most cases, I didn't really manage it, though a few
exceptions almost make up for the missed chances. But, as a counterpoint, I
also met a number of new people this year, as well.
- Improving life, health, etc.
- Whatever I'd accomplished, I would be sitting here wishing for more, and
that is in fact the case. But I did lose weight (enough for many people to
comment on when I went to Oklahoma and Colorado), I'm practically down a whole
waist-size in jeans. That is, the 42's I currently wear fall off without a
belt, but going to a 40 is still a bit snug. My apartment is still in pretty
bad shape, but I have done a lot of cleaning. It's just that the pack-rat in
me doesn't want to let go that easily. I've thrown a considerable amount of
cruft away in the last few months. Other health issues are still being worked
on, but I seem to be on a better course of meds than I was a year ago, so
there is definately some progress there as well.
- Travel more, see at least one new place
- This worked out, but not the way I had in mind. I went to Portland
(Oregon) for the first time in July for the Open Source Conference, but I had
been thinking in terms of Europe. But I didn't even make my usual trip to
England due to trying to budget my vacation time for a friend's wedding. I
went to Maryland in April and Oklahoma in July, both for national-level
scale modeling shows. And I went to Colorado over Thanksgiving and (back to)
Oklahoma for Christmas. So, no complaints. Europe will still be there this
year...
Things I Hoped to Avoid
- Falling back into depression
- Of course, depression is a tricky and slippery eel to keep a hold of, but
over all I think this went well. Changing my meds helped a lot, and I think
that the medical side of my diagnosis has improved. On the mental side, I'm
making progress, albeit more slowly than I'd like. I hope to see more strides
in that area this year.
- Re-gaining any of the lost weight
- Hard to say– I'm quite sure I've ended 2003 weighing less than I started
it. But I do think there was some fluctuation along the way. I know that if I
have my size-42 jeans on without a belt, I can push them down over my hips
without un-fastening them, so there's visible progress.
- Increasing personal debt
- Blew this one pretty badly. That's all I'll say, except that what I've
done was (in my opinion) the right thing to do at the time, given the
circumstances.
- Wasted evenings
- This got better, for certain. That isn't to say that it doesn't still
happen, but it happens much less often. I finished a few models this year,
and I've started going out and socializing more often, both of which are much
preferred to sitting at home staring at the TV.
- Other people's drama
- Again, fairly well. Helped by the fact that most of my friends had fairly
good years themselves. Those that had issues come up, they were legit issues,
not just superfluous drama. Some of my friends weathered difficult times, and
a couple of my friends survived complete life-changing events. As far as I
know, all of my friends ended the year on a (reasonably) positive note.
So, there is is. Not as much as I would have liked, but more than enough
to be happy about. Later, after I've slept some, I'll look ahead to 2004.
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